hey people… pls go n watch Transformers.. it is the must-watch movie of the year..! i dun wanna elaborate so much on the movie.. just go n watch it for urself…!!
i went to watch it yesterday,midnite movie,had a good seat too… sound quality in cineleisure is just amazing…. and this is also the 1st show that i’ve watched where everyone clapped at the end of the show…. so,get ur ass up and moving.. go watch TRANSFORMERS…!!
i think people say the word "fuck" because believe it or not,that word actually gives u a sense of satisfaction after uttering it.at least i feel tat way. haha.. and pls dun tell me that "hey u’re a gurl and u’re not suppose to swear" n all that shit… pls..i’m a 19 turning 20 teenage girl stepping into adulthood and i’m more than aware when u are implying double standard by giving me that kinda comment.in today’s world,girls, especially, shud be allowed to do what they want whenever and wherever. what more in the language used? having said all these,i admit that i’m actually more of a feminist than u’ve known me to be.somehow,someway,i’m forced to keep the feminist side of me quiet.theres not much to bitch about this,having live in Asia and more importantly Msia,there’re just too many things that you’re not allowed to say n do albeit all these are not formally written in a "rules book".nevertheless,it still pisses me off when i come across jerks and egoistic-overly-testosteroned males making sarcastic and sexist remark about women. i wonder when will these people learn to respect and regard women as one and the same standard as them? dun they realize that their moms are women too? what disrespect..
"superficial - concerned with or comprehending only what is on the surface or obvious: a superficial observer."
a superficial observer.one may or may not realize when they’re being superficial.the thing is,no matter how much we deny or ignore the fact,mankind is subjected to being superficial be it voluntarily or not.superficial observers are men/women who only look at things from the outer layer.they do not observe,understand and evaluate what is happening but just make conclusions solely based on what they see or hear.superficiality can be overcome when we take time and reflect on all things that has happened.we mostly do not do so for a hundred tonnes of reasons ranging from "busy" to "simply being ignorant".i guess it helps to shape u more as a person when u realize something is actually more than meets the eye.
on the contrary,it is not always a bad thing to be a superficial observer.hearts can be lighter,days can be brighter and silence can be all the more serene when we just see things as it is without complicating it with something else.it helps to curb paranoia too. 
i know i’m writing 2 very contradicting entries on "superficial".but the point is,different subjects and matters require people to view them differently depending on the seriousness of that matter.we’re given brains to think and make judgements,so why put it to waste?
have you ever felt guilty after doin somethin? felt like "oh gosh,i shudn’t have done that…" or "i shudn’t have said that.." and then the memories of all the wrong things that u did came creeping up at nite, suffocating u, makin it hard for u to get a good nite sleep. well,i have. in fact, almost always, i realised the wrongs that i’ve done immediately after doin it.. but,what’s done cannot be undone. so i tell myself that "ok,pls don’t do it again…" and i did. tell me about control.. sigh…
have u ever heard smthin bad or terrible about someone and u immediately believed wat u heard? immediately pass judgement on the "subject" without hearing or even bother to find out the other side of the story? well,i have. yes,like i’ve said. i feel bad afterwards. and i took a lil’ initiative to sniff here n there desperate to prove what i heard right. the outcome of the sniffing makes me doubt the things that i’ve heard more.i’m not pin-pointing who’s right and who’s wrong or who’s lying and who’s not.. but life had given me too many bad experiences to finally make me slightly smarter in this sense. i guess it’s ALWAYS wiser to only believe part of what u hear and not treat it like some breaking news u just heard out of CNN and spread it all ard like what u can with CNN news. n of course,there’re always bits and pieces where u can safely let urself believe in. leaves will not shake or move when there’s no wind can they?
yesterday i was watching some news report on marine confiscations for the past few months and one particular report caught my attention.. a total of more than 130 sea turtles of the Hawksbill and Greenback species were caught and killed by illegal Chinese trawlers on our water near Kota Kinabalu,Sabah. as told by the reporter,those turtles were killed by cutting open their stomach before preserving with formalin. it is truly a cruel way to richness. those turtles can fetch a very high price back in China where a turtle of about 60kg can be sold for more than RM10k (if i recall correctly).its shells can be used to make all sorts of medicines and also as decorations.what’s more saddening is that the average age for all the turtles killed were 70yrs of age. it’s shocking to learn of the news and that human can be so cruel to animals all because of money.this happened early May but i’m glad that i learn of it,although later,but it’s better than never. this helps to set a reminder to myself to love all living things and that they too have a life and the right to live!
here’s the link to the news –> Trawler with 130 dead turtles held
today,i presented my answer for tutorial for "entrepreneurship" class on the white board… as i walk to the front of the class to write my answers,my hands and legs start trembling.. i had stage fright. (i noe,i wasn’t on a stage to begin with but well,u get the idea) i bet people who pay extra attention to me writing will notice that my legs were trembling.. i was wearing skirt for God’s sake… gosh…it was embarassing.. i dunno why it happen but it did. knowing that i’m good at wat i do is not enough.. i still kenot convince myself tat i’m good and be confident abt it…. i have confidence problem.. i’m not one who enjoys the attention of everyone looking at u,and i’m paranoid thinking "are they looking at me..?" "do i look short?" "do i look fat…?" etc etc
sigh…. to cut it short..,i have confidence problem.. still looking for a way out..
hmmmmm
i was wasting time in MPH Mid Valley the other day,was browsing and one tiny,pocket-size red book caught my eye. the book was all about pee… yeap,u got it! URINE.. at 1st sight u might find it funny and silly to even open the book,but well,i did.. the content was hilarious.. it was fun to read,and informative. some of the contents include how to make bubbles while u pee,how to aim,and for the ladies,how to pee standing…. (according to the author) they actually conducted a class of about 10-15 ladies on the subject. the ladies were told to drink plenty of water before each try..it has to be done with utmost discipline and specificity.. if i remembered correctly,the ways were smth like u gotta stand straight with ur legs apart and hold ur labia so that they won’t obstruct the journey of yr pee (to where it shud go rather than all messy and drip down ur thighs..) the 1st lesson for women include how to master the art of stand-peeing before moving on to aiming the pee at a particular spot, e.g a bottle,can etc. as u can see,it is indeed one very entertaining read. i meant to get it but it was quite pricey for a book so small.. it’s about 20+ or 30. it was red and has illustrations in it and it was published in the UK.i was chatting with a fren abt it the other day and he suggested to me to get it and that he’ll share the cost with me… well,i’ll see if i want to… =)
ps# this post is purely for sharing my experience of encountering such a book and not meant as an erotica.. hehe
" hatred is the coward’s revenge for being intimidated "
by George Bernard Shaw
life’s a bitch..! yeap.. like it or not, this is the truth.. if ur heart tells u that "i’m very happy… my life now is a complete package as it is.. i couldn’t be happier… etc" , there’s a high chance that u’re living in denial… u sucka.. haha… just kidding
as odd as it sounds…i actually admit and like it when life’s a bitch..! to me,i believe in balance.there’s white for black,good for bad,and of course knight and ogre.. =) sometimes,during the moments when i feel that my life is perfect,i too feel scared. scared of that smthing "bad" that might happen in return of the "good" that i’m experiencing now.. as a consequence of my belief,thank God life’s a bitch!
