so much for the “u’ll only appreciate once u’ve lost it”

humans tend to only appreciate what they HAD once they’ve lost it. why is it so? for instance, in my case…. erm,let’s c.. back to when i just came to KL to study, i was doing my A Levels in Inti Subang.. so i stayed with a couple of frens frm Melaka, rented a room. i moved a total of 4 houses for the period of 2 years alone.

my first landlady was Mrs. Koh.. u must b disciplined to stay in her house. NO BOYS are allowed BEYOND the FRONT DOOR. so all our BFs,frens who are made up of XY sex chromosomes had to sit outside whenever they drop by for a visit. (she’s kind enuff to prepare a bench outside the front door though).i stayed in d master bedroom together with Rena,Li Hui n Melissa…and then 2 of my frens,Rena & Melissa are moving out coz they had each finish their pre-u,and the other will b continuing in her hometown campus.

so then i moved to d 2nd house with another fren,Li Hui.we’re staying with Li Wen n Caroline in this house. Landlady’s Aunty Lily. rather nice lady..husband’s Uncle Raymond. well, we sure hear alot abt ‘em even before we move in. money-minded n such.. typical landlords.. they’ll come n clean the house once a week together with their maid. Aunty Lily will scrub the house sparkling clean.when i 1st move in,i stay with a gurl from China. her name’s Linna. she was taking English courses in ELS Subang. we became good frens.. (thank God that i can converse in Mandarin although i cant read nor write a single chinese character) when Linna finished her course,she went back to China and in move Phebe. a very smart n sweet girl. u’ll just melt at her innocence. considerate n good roomie.. -bad memories in this house was that my bunny was killed there.i had no xperience what-so-ever on rearing rabbits,so i put the baby bunny in d cage outside of d house..next thing i noe,it was killed by a cat in d middle of d nite,heads nowhere to b found…i cried my lungs out)-

soon,Li Hui had finished her A Levels n are movin back to Melaka before deciding on which Uni to pursue on for her tertiary studies.so i moved in to my boyfren’s place..finished my A Levels n continue staying in KL where i worked in Hewlett Packard.

during the time when i was working for HP,i move again to stay with my A Level classmate,Cheau Jing.that was when i thought i’m gonna permanently stay with her,thinking that i most probably will continue studying for my Degree in Subang. i hate to say this, but i totally regret not doing so…! back to the story,staying with Cheau Jing was fun. we would walk to Carrefour,shop for groceries and cook. she’ll wait for me to come home from work before preparing dinner together. n we’ll have our dinner while watching Korean soap drama.. arhh..i sure like hell miss those days…

and now,staying in Cheras is not exactly fun.i’m like away from all the fun and excitement in Subang. just ask anyone from ard there n they’ll tell you that tat place never sleeps.cyber cafes,mamaks,cafes,pool centres,colleges,boutiques,cute guys,pretty gurls…u just name it… it’s there!(i kenot help it when u hear of me travelling to Subang a few times a week from Cheras)

i really regret for not studyng harder to get better grades in my A Levels.. (in case u din noe,that’s y i’m stuck in UCSI..poor A Levels grades..Metropolitan just wont accept me..and i din wanna continue in Inti..which is dumb of me!)

so…this is wat ppl say… "u’ll only appreciate when u’ve lost it"… for me,a huge loss..! =/

2 Responses to “so much for the “u’ll only appreciate once u’ve lost it””

  1. Prashan Says:

    i pretty much read most of ur blog entries dont i… hmmmm… i think i felt a lost too sometime ago :) but when u cant get over what u lost, you drool over it ! haha!

  2. karenique Says:

    yeap.. u’re a fan.. not to mention a loyal one..

    well,u noe what they say..what u can’t get,u can’t resist… ;p

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