My Little Grey Book

i was taking my shower when suddenly i thot abt wat a fren said to me on msn just now.. well,i guess he dun mean any harm.. he was just commentin on the latest pic. i’ve uploaded to frenster. "seductive" was the word he used. then it got me thinking.. somehow i felt abused.. i’m not sure exactly how to put it into words but i feel that there are n there will be ppl out there who view me just as that sexy girl.. or that poser… or watever they wanna label me. i’ve learnt to not bother so much on wat others say abt me,wat others think abt me. i’ve earned enough As in school to be called a smart girl,but i’m only beginning to be truly "smart" now. i used to get comments frm frens whom are dear to me,telling me that "hey,i dun like that pic of yrs.. looks bitchy etc etc etc" n i will get all upset n start takin ‘em off the page. (if u are reading this n think that i’m referring to u,u’re prolly right. n dun worry,no hard feelings alrite?) well,what i think now is that… if i’m bold enough to post all those pictures,u shud at least respect my boldness than getting all irritated by it. the old me will doubt n think "shud i do this.. mayb i shudn’t.." new me? "hey this is one hell of a killer pic n i shud post it up to show the world!" i’m happier this way..

dun be jealous if u ain’t got my boldness.. =P

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