My Little Grey Book

SEX..yes,i noe.. this is a very interesting subject to talk about..sex, as i understand from some Christian friends,is a gift from God to married couple,so that they can reproduce.however,these days,less and less human beings treat sex as a sacred or forbidden act that one can only experience after exchanging vows.young couples in love have sex outta curiousity,lust..some man/woman (whom are not very much in love,or rather do not love at all) have sex for the pleasure..simply to satisfy the lust and desire.and yes..women have lust and desires too.gone are the days where women will squirm at the thought of sexual intercourse or the mention of this somehow-still-considered taboo word, SEX.IMO,extra-marital affairs often happen either 1)he/she wants another sex partner. 2)he/she wants to be wanted/heard/cared for.no, i do not mean that their husband/wife do not care or love them..it’s just that sometimes  the care and love are portrayed in a wrong way where a reverse reaction is observed.i.e the husband/wife feel annoyed/unhappy.i have witness quite a no. of infidelity happening around me for the past few years,be it in real life or merely in tv dramas.as i watch all these happen,i slowly begin to question "where do things start to go wrong?".from where i observe,things are not really kinky in the bedroom anymore..after mayb like 10 yrs of marriage?i guess this is typical Asian mentality where sex slows down/stop with growing age.on the other hand,male species will always be tempted by all the other available gurls outside..sigh..i guess this is when things take a bad turn..
i seriously have no idea where i’m heading with all these babbling..but my point is,SEX is one powerful thing..or rather LUST.

sorry guys,i noe the post is somewhat hanging.i will share more of my thought on the matter next time..meanwhile i do not wanna bore u ppl with a very long essay.

i won..!!! i won…!!! i won 2 VIP passes to go to the first ever Fly FM’s birthday bash.. happening on the 18th at Sunway Extreme Park… yes..yes…yes…..!!! haha.. i sound so silly on air.. was shivering and ecstatic..kenot blame la wei.. only 2nd time i won smth on radio.. haha… 1st time was a CD from HITZ.fm. yess…!!! haha

countless thxxx to my beloved boyfren and housemates for celebrating my bday with me… sorry for d last min. notice and thanks all for coming anyways.. i’ll provide a cake the next time around k.. hehe

arr…. am feeling the hangover and dizzy from the alcohol alrdy.. "Alice In Wonderland" is indeed one powerful shooter…fuh……… no wonder Alice got lost in wonderland.. k guys.. me bout to go to slumberland myself….. thanks a million all… love u guys !!!

Life…teaches me that money is a very important thing
-if u dun agree with me, it’s either u hasn’t start experiencing working life, or u were born with a silver spoon in yr mouth and continue livin tat way through ur adulthood.. lucky u..it’s a materialistic world out there…the winner is always the one with the thickest wallet.. trust me!

Life..teaches me that love is smth that can be exchanged with money..
-as absurd as it sounds,this is wat i observe..do not tell me that my observation is untrue for u do not noe wat i have been through

Life..teaches me to always blif in myself
-no matter who or how many ppl out there that gives up hope on me,it is still most important that i do not give up hope on myself..

Life..teaches me to be confident,always held my head up high
-nobody look up to a loser or a mediocre.. ppl are always seekin for a capable person,this is how job oppurtunity comes.. or at least followers are always seeking for a leader.. so b a leader..

Life..shows me that it doesn’t matter to look or be ordinary
-u can dress up and look like a million dollar,it wouldn’t make any difference if yr bank account’s always on the negative side. on the other hand,if ur jus a plain Jane with a big fat bank acc.,now that makes a hell lotsa difference.. so do not envy or look down on ppl just based on their cover,we will nv noe if they spend every penny they have on their house/car installments..or sum plain Jane jus might earn 20-30k a month..

Life..mould me to be humble and true to myself
-i blif in karma.. so i will not do unto others what i do not want to happen to me.. i always blif that it is the right thing to do to treat others good rather than waiting for ppl to worship u b4 wanting to b nice to them..it probably wun happen when u think like that..

Life..tells me that they are here jus for a while…
-thus i will enjoy each n every second that i have..not wasting anymore of it…it is also too short for us to waste our dreams n goals away.. so yea,i’m alrdy working hard to get myself a 350z.. (phew..dreamin…)

Life..teaches me to not be afraid of coming challenges,but face and solve it like an adult would..
-as an eg.,i m glad tht i dun view my ex supervisor as others see her.. ppl always think that she is cold and fierce and all.. i’m really glad that i tried to talk to her,make fren with her.. one of the most memorable friendship ever.. (someone told me that the character Anne Hathaway plays in "The Devil Wears Prada" have smth in common with me…both are frens with their superior at the end of the show..lol)

to be continued..