My Little Grey Book

rite now.. sitting here all smelly.. (eww..) writing blog.. haha.. jus got back from gym/badminton in uni..junong (my classmate) and i were playing a game of badminton when suddenly this guy come n approach us to replace his frens for a tournament.. we were like.."what..???" but he said jus play like normal.. he’s in d committee of the tournament.. so i guess he jus wanna make it fair for the other team who turned up..so we jus agree to play.. score was bad.. very bad.. haha.. wat do u xpect.. me n him both have not played badminton in a few years.. but we had fun.. (i dun even noe when is my turn to serve n all..haha) gotta do more practise..

this afternoon i had my Business Law presentation.. teacher was pressed for time so she jus stopped us whenever she feels satisfied with our presentation..i think i did pretty ok.. better than the 1st time at least.. still get a lil’ nervous.. but it’s wayyyyy better than the 1st presentation for B.Comm..anyhow,glad it’s over.. now..just left with BIS presentation n assignment..

yesterday nite.. went to midvalley with bf,Chris,Hui YIng n Sherri (my housemates).. my purpose was to get myself a white formal shirt for the presentation today.. Hui Ying n Sherri wants to shop (mega sale le…) Chris was forced to go by us.. haha.. poor Chris.. he wanted to save money for his Europe trip but we made him go.. he didn’t wanna go at 1st coz he said he cant resist the temptation to shop..but in the end he nv buy anything.. reason? coz FCUK was closed when he changed his mind abt NOT BUYING the RM109 shirt.. lol… poor Chris(again..) he couldn’t concentrate to study after the trip to midvalley..we were all chanting "F C U K.." hahahaha.. we get on his nerves.. but hey.. that’s wat he do all the time.. (always kacau other ppl) LOL so i bought myself a white formal long sleeve shirt.. looks good.. *happy*

flu………..having flu now.. totally hate it.. just finished my class n now i’m in d library doin ntg, waiting for time to pass..the weather these days are soooo hot.. couldn’t really sleep well as it is too hot.. if u’re wondering.. yeap.. no air-cond in my boarding house.. but i guess i gonna have an additional fan in my room soon..slept hafl-naked yesterday nite n woke up this morning all sweaty.. n the sky looks grey now.. sure hope it rains later..

i have gotten back all my mid-term exam papers.. did fairly good.. got full mark for Business Statistics, 18/20 for BIS, 18/20 also for B.Comm, 15/20 for B.Law and 14/20 for MOT.. highest mark in the class for MOT is 16.. the lecturer actually gave me 16 but then he cancelled it n write 14 instead.. no grudges though as i noe i did not do so well if i were to compare with the others who scored 16.. wat i can do is to learn from my mistakes n try to write all the realistic n relevant points n events that is very likely to happen.. (he wans very realistic answer-on problems face in a business or ways to overcome the problem, so we couldn’t afford to just guess on how to solve these problems) Finals exams’ next month.. so i have ard 1 mth to prepare for it.. but i am jus so lazy to start studying now.. yea.. i’m las min. kinda person.. so if i start to study now, i will eventually forget everything the next week.. to be honest i m most worried for my Business Law.. i kinda lost touch on what the lecturer is saying n teaching..hmm.. gotta do smth abt it..

oh yeah.. i have started to get my hands on Counter Strike/ Condition Zero as well.. haha but of course, always got killed.. so am practisin with the BOTs whenever i feel like it.. kinda fun.. no wonder all the boys in the house got hooked to it.. they are all playing CS till abt 2 am in the morning every day.. sigh.. boys.. =P but one thing’s for sure.. i am really happy to get to know everyone that is living with me in the boarding house.. we are all like a big happy family.. some of us will study together till the next day.. or most of the time is spent doin assignments together.. coz we’re all las min. kinda person.. hehe

oh kay.. weekend.. starts from friday am i right? well, i have been a good girl recently,have been going to almost all d classes.. so yeap. went for B.Comm class on Fri. after class, went to fetch Pei Nee from IMU condo n off we went to Subang.. had out dinner in Asia Cafe together with C.Jing n Fwu Huey.. after dinner stopped by at Cabana to say hi to Charlene.. after all that, we all went to Sunway Pyramid for a movie. we wanted to watch smth horror but majority was against the idea.. so we end up watching Pirates of d Carribbean..IMO, this 2nd sequence of d pirate story is nicer than the 1st although it’s not as funny.. the only turn-off was the ending.. gotta stay tuned for the 3rd one to know the ending..n as usual.. Johnny Depp is as hot as ever..

as for saturday, went to One Utama.. window shopped..has no mood to shop due to PMS.. n then went for hill-raiding at nite.. went to Gohtong to have tong-sui.. weather was cool enough.. bet it will b even colder up in Genting.. reached home at abt 5 am.. was dead tired..

sunday, woke up at 2+ pm.. bathed, cooked, lazed ard.. went for yumcha with housemates at nite.. all d boys in d house are busy killing each other recently.. all got hooked to playing Counter Strike/Condition Zero..

am now browsing thru zth n i come across a thread abt girls with tattoo.. wat do ya all think of it..? i’m personally tempted to get a tattoo mayb on my upper chest but the pain that i think i’m gonna have to endure.. erm.. no thanks..

as i m writing this, a forummer jus replied my post by saying that i will still need to go thru pain.. as in childbirth sooner or later in life.. yeap.. wat he said is true..hmm.. this makes me realise.. mayb i m jus too chicken to get one.. n oh yea.. he wouldn’t allow.. so no point thinking abt it.. =P

i have been browsing frenster.. looking at fren’s pictures.. n how r they doing.. most are doing great.. enjoying life.. after a while i soon realised that i m missing something in my life.. i have been missing one very important thing.. FRIENDS. i do have frens.. frens from primary n sec sch but we only meet up occasinally.. once in a rather long time.. comparing with some other ppl tat i noe.. they hangs out everytime with the same grp of ppl.. go for holidays.. have fun.. creating countless memories of their teenage lives to be cherished and remembered. i guess that kinda frenship can only b found when we were much younger n it will keep growing as we grow.. as for now, although i feel empty in this particular aspect in my life.. i will not bother myself too much over it.. nothing can b done or undone..

to all of you lucky ppl out there… who have a group of frens always by your side,supporting n cheering for you.. do cherish them.. as not everyone is as lucky as u..

it is human nature to only listen to wat pleases us.. only accept opinions that we like best.. i understand this very well.. n i keep telling myself.. must accept critism, then only i can move on n better myself.. by listening to others’ opinion.. but it sure feels awful when out of a sudden one guy just come n tell u that u r not nice.. i jus feel angry n dumbfounded.. my evaluation of him has always been a straight-fwd guy.. he do come n msg me once in a while n jus say smth n that’s it.. unlike normal ppl who will say hi.. n start a proper conversation..hmm.. i dunno.. watever it is.. i’m still a gurl.. no matter what u say.. mayb u will feel that i m very sensitive or watsoever.. but deep down i’m still a gurl.. n i bet everyone agrees that it is not very nice to just say "i dun think u r nice" to a gurl..n plus.. i dun recall doing anything that is hurtful to u b4.. i think we must always make it very clear n not mix other problems into judging another person.. but if u r that kind of person who kenot differentiate who is whom is which matter, then it is jus too bad.. both for me n for u.. i’ll just have to live with it.. there are too many kind of ppl in this world..  -n-

this week alone, i had turned down 2 jobs offer.. the 1st wan was a job to be an xtra cast in a tv series..Nurul gave my no. to her boss. so Zul (d boss) called me up to ask me abt it.. he need 3 chinese, 2 gurls n 1 guy to be the xtra cast in d series. was supposed to b yesterday n he called me up on tuesday nite. the pay was RM80 for dialogue scene n RM50 for no-talking scene. pay’s reasonable but it was too rush.. n Zul told me that they will have more scene involving these 2 chinese gurls n d guy.. but the time n date of those scene are not confirmed yet.. another headache.. of course couldn’t confirm as i am afraid that it will clash with my classes.. (cant afford to miss anymore classes- 80% attendance remember?) job no.2 - Shanon called to ask if i’m interested to work as Loreal promoter in Carrefour Wangsa Maju.. work starts tmrw 11am to 9 pm with 2 hours break in between. it’s tmrw,sat n sun.. pay was RM70/day.. hmm.. couldn’t agree as i’ve got smth up on weekend.asked Shirlene n she too has assignment to finish up. anyway thanks Shanon for asking.. really appreaciate it.

wonder when can i meet up with Nurul n Elly again.. miss those 2 gurls a lot.. they sure r 2 fun-loving n nice gurls.. n oh yeah.. they can really shake their body.. dance queens.. =)

yesterday morning.. abt 5.30-6am in the morning.. my bf’s car which was parked outside the house got broken into. left side rear passenger window was smashed.. JVC headunit stolen, smart-tag n one side of his OMP glove went missing. so unlucky.. so happen he had to park outside that nite as all the parking space in the house was full.. wat’s more shocking is that my housemate, Sherri’s CRV which was parked in the house compound too got smashed. same left rear passenger window.. n her original CRV Kenwood double-dean CD player taken.. so both my bf n sherri went to fix the window back yesterday.. poor sherri, she was quite upset over the whole incident.. but it’s over now..

so ppl… tmn connaught is not safe.. cheras is not safe… no wonder there are so many houses around with guard dogs.. now i noe why….

am so bored.. my housemates are playing CS.. killing each other n
they’re havin a hell lotsa fun… hmm.. tmrw is my presentation day.. have not done anything to prepare for tmrw.. everybody keep telling me "y u worry.. u can speak n all… jus b cool n u can do it…" kinda true.. n plus the lecturer is Ms Sarojini.. but the thing is.. i m afraid to public speak… haiz… hope everything’s gonna turn out ok.. now as i’m writing these… i m getting nervous.. i guess i shud go n prepare for it…

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i have a few presentation coming up.. have to public speak for Business Communication.. i think i can do it.. but i tend to get very nervous n all sweaty in front of a crowd… anybody can give me any tips on how to prepare for a presentation? anything that can help calm me n boost my confidence? lecturer said that the main thing abt this presentation is to test our confidence n the way we present ourselves.. in desperate need of help here… any tips?

it has been a long time since i last blogged.felt speechless.. many things had gone through my mind but i jus dunno how to pen it all down. as i’ve mentioned earlier.. mid-term exams are all done.. haven’t get any of the marks back.. main concern right now is whether am i barred from final exams for all my subjects.. the thing is like this.. in UCSI.. we have to achieve a "so-called" 80% of attendance.. (which we are only allowed to miss class for 4 times over a period of 4 months.. i dunno.. is my maths getting rusty or..?)i have been missing mostly morning classes last month.. n for sure it’s way more than 4 days..well, i went to see Mr Dominic las week to enquire abt this.. i was told that he will inform the class of the students barred sumtime soon.. n we can make an appeal.. but it all depends on the lecturer whether he/she will allow us to sit for the finals.. i m kinda pissed with the uni’s rule of 80% attendance.. no.. i dun mean to say that with this rule i kenot skip class or watsoever.. i jus feel that i have do good for my mid-term n tests that i can definitely pass all my exams with fairly-good results..even with me missing classes.. hmm.. i dunno, it’s jus me.. i dun care wat u ppl out there think.. this is my blog,i have all the rights in the world to bitch abt anything i want..

oh yeah.. went to the R3TA 3.6 in stadium shah alam this past saturday.. got myself sun-burnt..my body has 2 colours.. whole face is a tone darker,arms.. 2 very visible colours on the upper chest..hmm.. bf says i look sexy with darker skin tone.. hmm.. i dunno.. but i dun fret over this.. unlike some gurls who will go berserk the moment someone says that they look darker n stuffs like that..