My Little Grey Book

You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright
You look for all that’s wrong, instead of all that’s right
Does it feel good to you? To rain on my parade
You never say a word, unless it’s to complain…
It’s driving me insane

If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I’d do, is thank the stars for all that I have…
If I Were You

Look what surrounds you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what’s it going to take? For you to realize
That it all could go away, in one blink of an eye…
It happens all the time

If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I’d do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love…
That I do

Yea If I Were You,
Whoa, yea If I Were You
If I Were You, whoaaaa
Yea If I Were You

So what’s it going to take? For you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye… it happens all the time!

If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I’d do, is thank the stars above, for the ones I love…
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I Were You… If I Were You… If I Were You!

frenster blog.. not such a bad idea after all.. at least i have a place to pour out my thoughts n feelings whenever i feel there’s noone tat i can talk to. at least i duno how to consult ppl.. duno where to start about everything.. duno wat suppose to say n what to keep to myself.. somethings are meant to b kept secret till the end of time..i jus realised smth.. smth very true n not right.. i realise i like to tell ppl every single details about my general life.. 2 things i dun discuss.. 1st..my family.. 2nd.. my love life.. any other category.. made public by me..myself..After giving it a thought,n after analysing every single event in my life, i find that i’m heading towards the wrong way. my journey of life is taking a wrong turn..turning towards a self-centred n horrible creature..succumbs to a thing called selfishness..i realise that my needs are insatiable.. i m to find everythin not right.. everything not fulfilling.. everything not fine.. not good enough.. i can really relate to the song "if i were u" by Hoobastank..jus that i m not the character singing it.. but rather the negative character in it. "i seem to find it dark everything that is bright, i nv open my mouth unless it’s to complain.." i guess i jus dunno how to thank the star for wat i have today.. but thank goodness it’s still not too late to make a BIG u-turn now..i feel better..thank u for making me realise this..i’m sorry for all that happened n i hope i won’t cause anymore damage to anyone.. forgive me whoever u are.. if i had hurt u in anyway,be it intentionally or not.. sincerely..I’M SORRY

i kenot seem to get enough.. i wan everything to be the way i want it.. i wan things to get twisted instead of straight.. i wan i wan i wan!!!!! argh~!!! so hard to satisfy myself.. my jealousy is world class.. my mind is killing me.. my feelings.. my thoughts.. all ruining me.. my guardian angel.. please come back to my side asap.. i’m dying without u..

PLEASE.. I BEG U