My Little Grey Book

how to speak a language tat ppl will not understand but i will feel much better after pouring all outta my heart? i always tot that blogs are meant as a diary.. but a public diary? hell no~! i jus duno how to say it all out here.. my mind will constantly remind myself tat there will always b ppl out there reading wat i wrote..any self-help book to spare?

am tired actually..time now is 9.31 pm..another boring Tuesday nite.. raining here in Subang..not much activity can b done..kinda long nv practise my pool alrdy.. but no frens to call.. hmm.. who wanna play pool? msg me… i suck at it actually..hehe.. when i start to get better,then i stop playing for some time then suck at it again.. so the routine goes on..

i take ktm to kl sentral evry morning.. n same way when coming back. it’s a good thing actually..i get to observe human behaviour.. jus on the short 25-30 mins journey i get to know a lil’ bit more on how human behave,how they dress,how they talk,how they carry themselves,their manners n words.. u can tell a lot abt a person by jus observing them.. i always see this gurl on my way back home.. strange tat i nv c her when i go to work.. the special thing abt her is tat she looks alot like Jennifer Garner. pretty n i like her dressing style..

how to speak a language tat ppl will not understand but i will feel much better after pouring all outta my heart? i always tot that blogs are meant as a diary.. but a public diary? hell no~! i jus duno how to say it all out here.. my mind will constantly remind myself tat there will always b ppl out there reading wat i wrote..any self-help book to spare?

am tired actually..time now is 9.31 pm..another boring Tuesday nite.. raining here in Subang..not much activity can b done..kinda long nv practise my pool alrdy.. but no frens to call.. hmm.. who wanna play pool? msg me… i suck at it actually..hehe.. when i start to get better,then i stop playing for some time then suck at it again.. so the routine goes on..

i take ktm to kl sentral evry morning.. n same way when coming back. it’s a good thing actually..i get to observe human behaviour.. jus on the short 25-30 mins journey i get to know a lil’ bit more on how human behave,how they dress,how they talk,how they carry themselves,their manners n words.. u can tell a lot abt a person by jus observing them.. i always see this gurl on my way back home.. strange tat i nv c her when i go to work.. the special thing abt her is tat she looks alot like Jennifer Garner. pretty n i like her dressing style..

opps.. i missed out the kancil.. one competitor of the SSO time attack drove a kancil n flipped. kinda like turn turtle.. windscreen n driver side mirror of course was damaged.. n thank god noone is hurt.. only minor scratches.. hope everything will b alright.. MOTORSPORTS IS DANGEROUS.. but that’s y it’s so thrilling.. ~! muahahahhaha

crazy.sad.deep thinker.lost.envious.hateful.regret.jealous.tired.sleepy.feel stupid.dunno wat to do.duno wat to say.too many thoughts too little words to describe.too many feelings too little frens to share.too many anger too angelic to show.too many hatred too stupid to hide.fun.happy.funny.talkative.appreciated.playful.missed. missing.but still…… sleepy.. however i feel.. watever piss me off.. at the end of the day,it will not matter anymore when u noe tat u r being loved so dearly..treated like a princess,kissed n hugged every 2 seconds.. that is the most wonderful feeling….   i love u… thank u for always being there for me